another broken heart :(
Blah.....don't mind me I am a bit bummed out today. I had heard from someone last week I have a tiny bit of a crush on and it was quite the interesting email. It sounds as if he was interested in dating and also interested in helping me improve my dancing skills...and of course I haven't heard back from him since.. go figure
and then today...I went to a certain store for one of my shops...and I chose the one where another guy works that I have had a huge crush on forever now. He is quite the nice guy and we always chat any time we see each other and he is always making comments to me that I should come back soon and what not. So I saw him today and thought about giving him my number, until we had our new years discussion. He had asked what I did for new years so I told him...and I asked him what he did....and he responds "It was great! I went with my girlfriend to her friends party...they had casino night... blah blah blah....I lost the rest of the story because it bummed me out. He has never once ever mentioned anything about a girlfriend. Ugh...I dont know it just kind of bums me out...the way he always treated me and what not...and the fact he NEVER mentioned it until now....grrrr
It is my luck...Part of me is glad I never gave him my number or mentioned it. It saves on the embarassment....but then part of me is regretting it because maybe this girlfriend is new...and I could have had the chance
DAMN BEING SHY...ugh
Hopefully tonight can cheer me up....going dancing and seeing good friends always does that
Sorry for the rant ...but sometimes ya just gotta let it out
and then today...I went to a certain store for one of my shops...and I chose the one where another guy works that I have had a huge crush on forever now. He is quite the nice guy and we always chat any time we see each other and he is always making comments to me that I should come back soon and what not. So I saw him today and thought about giving him my number, until we had our new years discussion. He had asked what I did for new years so I told him...and I asked him what he did....and he responds "It was great! I went with my girlfriend to her friends party...they had casino night... blah blah blah....I lost the rest of the story because it bummed me out. He has never once ever mentioned anything about a girlfriend. Ugh...I dont know it just kind of bums me out...the way he always treated me and what not...and the fact he NEVER mentioned it until now....grrrr
It is my luck...Part of me is glad I never gave him my number or mentioned it. It saves on the embarassment....but then part of me is regretting it because maybe this girlfriend is new...and I could have had the chance
DAMN BEING SHY...ugh
Hopefully tonight can cheer me up....going dancing and seeing good friends always does that
Sorry for the rant ...but sometimes ya just gotta let it out