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Is everyone doing alright from the ash? It's strangely colored too, so please don't leave your homes unless you really have to!
Everything is so dark and gloomy now. It's hard to plan what I was planning for my pals with Ari because I worry for everyone. And I see and hear things that make my heart beat faster. Just a little! I don't know what it is I feel. I wish someone could tell me, but I know I have to find out for myself. With Kyon and with Hughes...it made me wonder about the things I'm missing at home, and the people I'm leaving behind by enjoying--well, most of the time--my time here.
Where am I needed the most? Do I even want to return home? To a place where I am needed, but I am no longer free?
I'm scared of this feeling. This confusion. Ooh, I want to know what's going on inside of me! [/voice; back to text]
Kyon! I'm proud of you for taking the leap! You didn't give up on your feelings. Congratulations!