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I don't...really know what's happening to me. I'm losing touch with everything. I don't want to be around people, I don't want to talk. I don't want to do anything. Normally I have a well of, I dunno, self preservation and motivation in me somewhere but it's like someone took my well. It's like I don't want to smile anymore or give any effort or do
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From the things that you're saying in this entry, I think you might be suffering from/developing depression. Not like.. normal, "Oh, I'm depressed, today was a bad day," sort of depression, but like.. the clinical form of depression that's far more serious - the type that makes you feel the way you're describing.
It really worries me, because I know that it can be very dangerous [Irregular heartbeat, increased likelihood of blood clots therefore increasing heart attack risks, impaired immune system, worsen blood glucose control, cause stomach pain as well as ulcers, IBS, magnifies pain, etc] and it is not something that just "goes away" eventually. I don't want you to go go through anything like I mentioned above, or worse.
So.. please consider maybe making an appointment with your doctor to discuss these feelings you've been having so that maybe you can see about feeling more like yourself, and less like you're feeling now. ._.;;;
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