My day in a nutshell
Part 1:
Well, I don't have to worry about "not having a heart anymore." It decided to start working again today. And doing something...I really don't want it to be doing. I really, really don't want to have a crush on someone right now. But I do...or at least I'm starting to. Goddamn fucking self zeroing in on someone like that....I thought I was done with crushes, but apparently my body/mind/heart/hormones decided differently. As I said, I really don't want to have a crush on someone...especially someone I don't even really know. This blows.
Part Deux:
In other news, fine...I don't really want to talk to you either, you vicious brat. I'm tired of being unappreciated and treated badly. So fine. Don't expect me to talk to you for a while unless you decide to get up off your ass and call me, okay? Okay.
Part Three:
Nothing is ever good enough for him. I hate him, but he's my dad...and on some level I still care, and I keep trying. But he lets me down time and time again, so why do I bother? Nothing's ever good enough for him. Stupid bastard.
Anyway...how's everyone else doin'?
Well, I don't have to worry about "not having a heart anymore." It decided to start working again today. And doing something...I really don't want it to be doing. I really, really don't want to have a crush on someone right now. But I do...or at least I'm starting to. Goddamn fucking self zeroing in on someone like that....I thought I was done with crushes, but apparently my body/mind/heart/hormones decided differently. As I said, I really don't want to have a crush on someone...especially someone I don't even really know. This blows.
Part Deux:
In other news, fine...I don't really want to talk to you either, you vicious brat. I'm tired of being unappreciated and treated badly. So fine. Don't expect me to talk to you for a while unless you decide to get up off your ass and call me, okay? Okay.
Part Three:
Nothing is ever good enough for him. I hate him, but he's my dad...and on some level I still care, and I keep trying. But he lets me down time and time again, so why do I bother? Nothing's ever good enough for him. Stupid bastard.
Anyway...how's everyone else doin'?