Happy happy joy joy?
So...I'm now discovering the negative side effects of cutting my heart off partially: I can't cry. You know when you want to cry so, so bad sometimes just to vent? Well I can't do it. I can't even get my eyes to water even a little.
I mean, there are benefits, I don't get too depressed all the time over the whole romance stuff, and my obsession over it is dying. Although, the rejection still stings. A lot. I don't know why it's so hitting me so hard...or sending me that much further into my shell. Stupid boys >.< Where are the freaking men?
Anyway, I know the convention will cheer me up.
I'm really trying to work on my self esteem..or at least my body to the point where I can look in the mirror and not sneer in disgust.
In otheeeeer news....Sammie has to wake up 5 am so she can be at work by 6. Ew.
I mean, there are benefits, I don't get too depressed all the time over the whole romance stuff, and my obsession over it is dying. Although, the rejection still stings. A lot. I don't know why it's so hitting me so hard...or sending me that much further into my shell. Stupid boys >.< Where are the freaking men?
Anyway, I know the convention will cheer me up.
I'm really trying to work on my self esteem..or at least my body to the point where I can look in the mirror and not sneer in disgust.
In otheeeeer news....Sammie has to wake up 5 am so she can be at work by 6. Ew.