Jun 13, 2017 11:04
woke up in a nasty, nasty funk today. dunno what it is. maybe it was that shitty bleak movie last night, it comes at night. maybe it's just waking up to the same situation every day and growing weary of the effort you need to put in.
an ambulance pulled up next to me on my run today. lights were on. i was like "you guys finally made it! you know how sick i am? i don't know if i'm gonna make it." but no stretcher, no guys rushing to get me to the closest hospital. so i'll keep dreaming of sterile rooms and strangers and medically induced comas.