Hello, My name is Bench-warmer.

[mercie516]

Today was a very weird day (volleyball-wise). all i can say is that i'm stressing now even more about how much playing time im going to have this season. since this is my last year playing volleyball, i really dont want to be on the bench. but of course, im going to sit out some games. there are many girls that play the same position that i play which makes it even that much worse! but despite all of this, i love having allie and mary back on the team. they mean a lot to the team, and i love them!!! i am quite confused tho of why this new regulation must be in effect this year. most of the girls who did chose to accept this, are those who dont have to worry about competing with about 4 or 5 other girls playing the same spot as them!! this is the largest team i have ever been on... 17 girls!! thats a lot, but i love all of them that are on the team. well..... i guess we'll have to see how this one turns out. i really hope it is a good thing for our season, rather than a bad one. =/

k. enough ranting for tonight.

:::EDIT::: I am soo over this, and am completely for it. All I have to do now is work my ass off!!