-found out that Kevyn is NOT at all what I've expected
-decided that if he wants to "hang out" wit me..like he said he would then he could drive down to disneyland & hang out with me there
-feels stupid for thinkin she had a chance wit this guy
-is not gonna hook up with any guyz over the summer b/c she knows they'll prolly screw her over...as always
-has learned that reading any novel has let her escaped mentally & has made her 4get all probs shez dealin with
-is hooked on Paradise Hotel and cannot miss tonite's episode. Finds it more interesting than any other reality based tv show.
-hates it when people like her uncle makes a big deal out of nothing esp. over appearance. LIke fuck that. No one tells me how i should look. Shit.
-wishes that there was someone out there who understands her and wouldnt have to hide the real her in order to feel "normal"
-reality check: Bad things happen to ppl who dont deserve it. All the time.
And finally, i prettified my journal. Check it out
Sunset Paradise