Phroyd

May 20, 2007 02:39

Hmm. Spent some time psychoanalyzing tonight, both dreams and how brains work. First of all I am fascinated with dreams, because I am fascinated with alternate worlds, and my dreams are so vibrantly other worlds. I try to collect them in the hopes one will inspire something I can publish, who knows. (That's one thing I want to do before I die, is write a book. Preferrably fiction. But that's not nearly as high on the list as having a library. Anyway, derail.) So, I'll probably come back to discuss it with you all later, or at least I'd love to. =) In the mean time you can read this: http://www.neilgaiman.com/journal/2007/05/nature-of-infection.html

What else now? Oh, thinking about me keeping things. For the sake of history, especially were someone to do a total biographical analysis of my life, I would love to save most everything. School papers and super detailed journal entries and whatnot, but I guess that's not how life goes. So I just try to keep the super-important things... only thing is I realized I have three boxes full of "hard copy" memories from high school. Meaning things I keep around to trigger certain memories. People tell me I have an amazing mind for abstract details. I would like to think they're right, as I've heard it forever, but I don't know if it's just that I keep the weird things and come across them so often enough to be able to recall them. But, I would really like to sit down one summer as a project and record all the associated thoughts, for history's sake.

Also, I wonder what denials, if any, I'll still have on my deathbed. =)

I promise I'm not trying to be morbid (I'm kind of insensitive to that), I'm just trying to go back that psychoanalyst part of me.

Off to dreamland now...

dreams, psychoanalysis, thoughts

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