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i havent writen on here much as of late. my last post was certainly depressing. i wrote it at a weird time. since then, well i still dont really like my job. im kinda looking around for something new. but its a pain b/c ascap was one of the only things in nashville i really wanted to do. well, it turns out that i dont want to do licensing... no, i dont want to do sales. im just not a salesman. i can market. im more of a pull person than a push.
im in little rock for memorial day weekend. little rock is always... little rock. i love my friends here, but i dont like the city and what it does to them. there is too much settling. me, im sick of settling. if i were to stay at ascap without anyother plans, i would be settlinng for a paycheck. thats why i need to get something else going. id really like to get some freelance work going, something to really challenge me. im not feeling challenged right now. michael and i have been throwing some stuff around. we just need to find that one idea that will stick.
i did see john, jimmie and kurt's band last night... fits and starts. i liked it. not what i expected... i dont mean that in a bad way, just for some reason i didnt think those guys would go towards that sound. we will see.
well, just letting you know im alive and not quite so depressed anymore. just bored with my work. im certainly not bored with ashlee though. that girl is amazing, even if she doesnt let me win... and she accuses me of cheating at putt putt (which i most certainly did not!! i won my dirt bike fair and square!)
im in little rock for memorial day weekend. little rock is always... little rock. i love my friends here, but i dont like the city and what it does to them. there is too much settling. me, im sick of settling. if i were to stay at ascap without anyother plans, i would be settlinng for a paycheck. thats why i need to get something else going. id really like to get some freelance work going, something to really challenge me. im not feeling challenged right now. michael and i have been throwing some stuff around. we just need to find that one idea that will stick.
i did see john, jimmie and kurt's band last night... fits and starts. i liked it. not what i expected... i dont mean that in a bad way, just for some reason i didnt think those guys would go towards that sound. we will see.
well, just letting you know im alive and not quite so depressed anymore. just bored with my work. im certainly not bored with ashlee though. that girl is amazing, even if she doesnt let me win... and she accuses me of cheating at putt putt (which i most certainly did not!! i won my dirt bike fair and square!)