Feb 28, 2005 11:25
man o man o man,
what has happened as of late? quite a bit.
i did not get the emi job. after cominng down to me and one other person, they decided to go with the other person. i was really glad to get the chance though. i know that God is leading me to the right place. which is what im wondering about now. i went to nyc thursday. my supervior's position is still open, which would be great. they are also trying to create a coordinator possition for affiliate relations, (read, my old internship as a paid position). new york was awesome too. it snowed, all light and fluffy. man i love the snow. i got to see everyone at mtvU. i miss that place. the new offices are pretty cool, but much more office-y, which is good and bad. they are still all great people, thats for sure. most people were surprised to see me. especially belle, i got to talk to her for a while. it was great, b/c i got to see really only that side of her that is willing to admit that she is 23 and has a life outside of work. in some ways, i want to work there if only to make sure she can stop stressing out all the time and have some more fun.
along these loose lines of a job, i was officially offered the ascap position this morning. that is really awesome, and the answer to alot of prayers. but in other ways, i had sort of already written this possibility off. im just praying all day, trying to make a decision. on the plus side, the salary is more than what they told me, id have benefits, i'd have a job, and i could stay in nashville. and it sounds silly, but i cant really say there is a down side. so why i didnt just accept, i dont know. i think its is just nice to have a day to pray everything over. and really, while it would suck to start here, then quit b/c something came up at mtvU. but if i started here, that sort of rules out mtvU. i just dont know. please pray for me. im glad that cognito group meets tonight. i just know that God will reveal some crazy stuff there, b/c he always does.
how is it that i can complain about having great opportunities in two cities i love? i should be thankful i have anything, let alone any sort of option. please just pray for me guys. and if God gives you any major revalations, please let me know. i'll keep you updated.