Nov 13, 2004 14:53
for whatever reason, i just woke up at 8am this morning (a saturday mind you) thinking about my thesis. and i knew i would be able to go back to sleep until i spent a little while writing. sometimes i think that this stupid thesis is all i think about it. i just need it over, i just need to graduate, i just want to be done with it all. and thats the thing, i can barely get myself to do what little school work i have now. in most ways i feel like i mentally finished school this summer. ugh. i say i dont get stressed, but and thats pretty much true about little things, but im a little stressed. i really just need for my prospectus to be well recieved next friday.
last night i walked around in the cold and the rain with elliott. it was pretty fun despite the dreary atmosphere. didnt really do much, just hanging out. i feel lame that we really havent done that much this semester, being that this is the first time we've lived in the same town for like 2 years. eventually we ended up at this total bro bar that he and katie and some king's college kids hang out at. it was alot of fun, b/c everybody else there was pretty well gone. usually i hate being the only sober one, but i think its all about attitude. i was determined to have a good time, make the most of it. and i did. rad.
alot has happened recently i suppose. at least it should have. i havent written much recently. and i know ive been busy. trying to get papers wrapped up. i did see jimmy eat world monday. i love those guys... i cant say that i love their fans. maybe im just getting old, or jaded, or both. i just dont know. i also had to miss interpol on thursday because of class. lame to the maxx! not that im the world's biggest interpol fan, but i already had a ticket and everything. im really looking forward to wednesday and my dad coming to visit, and thanksgiving. im just going to lie around, eat amazing food. hang out with all the dudez and dudettes in little rock and nashville. i get to fly (i love flying, even though im too tall for coach seating).
im out. this boring. i hope ashlee's drive to orlando is safe. i really think you need to get some rest so you can get better. just trying to look out for you.