Aug 27, 2004 11:42
so ive been in nyc two nights now. i have unpacked almost none. i think unpacking will make living here real. now i just feel like its another vacation to the city. i cant live much longer without some structure. classes started yesterday, but they meet so infrequently, it doesnt help me much. i cant start my internship until after the convention. everyone is freaking out about what the convention is going to do. i mostly just get the feeling that no one wants the inconvieniece.
i miss her alot. ive already been kind of a jerk and i feel terrible. i dont have to think if im always moving. how long do i really think i could keep this up? i want her to visit now, i want her to have a part of all this. it is amazing, but so is she.