Aug 25, 2005 22:14
so monday was my birthday. happy birthday to me. the morning was the worst birthday morning ever in the history of all my birthdays. i woke up crying? i really have no idea why, but i guess my dream was sad or something. so that wasnt too too good. but this was at like 8:30 and i wanted to be awake for 8:42 because that's when i was born and i always like knowing that im exactly an age. so i had asked my mum to wake me up at 8:30, so i figured she was going to come and wake me up right then... but she never came. so i felt terrible and like my mum had forgotten about me... which she had... and then i come downstairs and there isnt anyone here. my dad had a doctors appointment so my mum went with him and my sister was at some drama camp thing, so that was kinda sad but okay. but then my parents didnt come home until like lunch time... but the weirdest thing was that i was watching dawson's creek and it was pacey's 16th birthday too! haha that made me happy... but it was a sad episode because no one remembered his birthday, and i felt like no one had remembered mine... haha. but thats okay. so then my parents came home and say happy birthday and all that stuff... later on my mum is on the computer and shes looking at houses, so i ask her whos moving... and she tells my that were probably going to move in like 2 years or something, so ill be in university.... but still. because my dad isnt going to be able to handle walking up the stairs and everything for that much longer, so we need to move to a bungalow thing. sigh. so that made me really sad and then i jsut had this breakdown and i cried for a while. it was a superb 16th birthday up to this point. then my mum tells me she wants to make my cake and i told her i didnt want a cake.. ahah. but she made it and i sat there staring into nothing. but THEN marina and mikaela called from red pine. so that was when it all turned around. i answered the phone and i hear them singing happy birthday to me! so then i got happy and even helped my mum with my cake! then later on i opened my sisters present , which was the second jack johnson cd which ive now been listening to non stop. i loove it. and then my parents gave me these earings and a necklace. the earings are pearls with a little diamond underneath and the necklace is the same. its some sort of tradition for my mums family to receive pearls in their 16th birthdays or something. so that was nice. we then went out for dinner which was good. when i got home i actually had messages, which i never have so that made me happy too. so i ended up meeting up with shannon and then we went to westboro... and...yeah... my 16th birthday started off to be the most terrible day and turned into something not so bad. wow that was WAY longer than i expected it to be.
on sunday... the day before my birthday... i went to the folk festival with mackenzie. but it ended up being like 30$ to get in... so we didnt want to pay because were super cheap. so we went down to the rocks/beach part of britannia and talked there for a while, since i hadnt seen her since i got back. but it made me miss cape breton so much. i actually dont even believe how much i miss it. its just something that fits so well... while im in ottawa i always think it fits that im here, but then sometimes i kind of catch myself thinking about cheticamp and cape breton and i want to be there so unbelievably more. oh but anyways, then me and kenz went back ot the music part and this lady was leaving and she gave us her bracelets for free so then we went in. we were walking around and then jeremy fisher came on and we decided that we wanted to meet him, so after he was done we went to the back of the stage and who was working there, chris corkill who goes to our school, so he went and got jeremy fisher and he came over and talked ot us! he was soooo nice. ahha it was fun. and then kalan porter was on... hes actually really good, but he makes me laugh.
well that was definitely looooooooooong. i didnt even realise i was writing all that...