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Hey, here's an idea. Let's fast forward a few years, okay?
I'm really tired of a lot of things lately. I'm tired of the cold weather. I'm tired of busy work. I'm tired of Robert Chamblin. I'm tired of our heater. I'm tired of apologizing. I'm tired of having no motivation. I'm tired of sharing a bathroom with thirty other girls. I'm tired of drama. I'm tired of hearing about drama. I'm tired of waiting for people to call me back. I'm tired of things becoming too routine. I'm tired of CSA. I'm tired of e-mailing my professors and feeling like an idiot afterward for no reason. I'm tired of knowing there is something else I should be doing but am not. I'm tired of going to class. I'm tired of worrying about how I look. I'm tired of caring. I'm tired of trying.
I'm tired of being tired.
And I'm tired of going between happy and emo all the time.
This past weekend was kinda fun... hockey and rave. A night of a few firsts and much highlighter fun. Can't beat that. ;)
Spring break is in a week and a half... looking forward to it for many reasons. I wanted to go to Chicago, but turns out my brother's work schedule is crazy. So in other words, helloooooo Westerville. Oh well, more time to spend with my boy and whoever else is home.
Speaking of the boy... :) Yeah. That's all I need to say about that.
Oh, and I love my roommate and our cute infatuations. Aka Zatkoff, Nathan Davis, cell phone boy, and... ;)
"Hey, I can't help it that I fall in love with dorky boys. I mean, I'm dating Scott Kramer, and I did like Billy Ridgway for a couple of years."
I'm really tired of a lot of things lately. I'm tired of the cold weather. I'm tired of busy work. I'm tired of Robert Chamblin. I'm tired of our heater. I'm tired of apologizing. I'm tired of having no motivation. I'm tired of sharing a bathroom with thirty other girls. I'm tired of drama. I'm tired of hearing about drama. I'm tired of waiting for people to call me back. I'm tired of things becoming too routine. I'm tired of CSA. I'm tired of e-mailing my professors and feeling like an idiot afterward for no reason. I'm tired of knowing there is something else I should be doing but am not. I'm tired of going to class. I'm tired of worrying about how I look. I'm tired of caring. I'm tired of trying.
I'm tired of being tired.
And I'm tired of going between happy and emo all the time.
This past weekend was kinda fun... hockey and rave. A night of a few firsts and much highlighter fun. Can't beat that. ;)
Spring break is in a week and a half... looking forward to it for many reasons. I wanted to go to Chicago, but turns out my brother's work schedule is crazy. So in other words, helloooooo Westerville. Oh well, more time to spend with my boy and whoever else is home.
Speaking of the boy... :) Yeah. That's all I need to say about that.
Oh, and I love my roommate and our cute infatuations. Aka Zatkoff, Nathan Davis, cell phone boy, and... ;)
"Hey, I can't help it that I fall in love with dorky boys. I mean, I'm dating Scott Kramer, and I did like Billy Ridgway for a couple of years."