Leave out all the rest..
So, it's been something like 2 weeks since my latest update. Well, nothing big hasn't happened but I still feel bit ashamed of not writing here. I shouldn't but it's just me.
Last week my class had to go to one business camp to take care of food service. Mainly we just had to take care that there's food for everyone, drinking for everyone, fruits, coffee, tea, .. We didn't have to do the food, we just served it. That camp was from Thursday morning to Friday afternoon and I should have been there that all time, but I wasn't. I was allowed to come to home for that night between Thu and Fri and I'm glad that I did come. After working 13 hours on Thursday my legs were aching so much. I took pain killer or two, but it didn't help at all and I slept maybe total 3 hours. And when the Friday morning came.. Ouchie! My legs still hurt. So I called to my teacher and said that I ain't coming. She was bit mad at me. I would have went to that camp on that second day too very gladly if my legs wouldn't have hurt.
Last Saturday, (Vincent) Valentine's Day, was bit lonely.. I was feeling very lonely. And it didn't help at all that I watched movies like Mamma Mia! and P.S. I love you. And I also saw on TV how just 18-year-old boy and girl got married and they already had a child. Love was all around me, but I didn't felt myself to be loved. Unfortunately I also thought what me and J would have done on that day if we'd be still together. That was so big mistake.
There's times when I miss J. I just can't stop thinking him. And that has come to my dreams too. Almost every night during last few nights, I've seen dreams where we are still together. I don't like those dreams at all. I wish that I could just stop dreaming.
Like I mentioned in one of my earlier post I've read Twilight. Well, I've now read New Moon and Eclipse too and I don't like Edward that much anymore. I'm more into Jacob now. Part of me hoped during Eclipse that Bella would choose Jacob even I knew that she won't do that. And I also cried alot during third book because of that fact. And I gotta say that if Jacob'd be real person, I'd haunt him down and make him to be my man. <3____<3
But I think that it's time for me to go to bed. Gotta wake up early in the morning..
Last week my class had to go to one business camp to take care of food service. Mainly we just had to take care that there's food for everyone, drinking for everyone, fruits, coffee, tea, .. We didn't have to do the food, we just served it. That camp was from Thursday morning to Friday afternoon and I should have been there that all time, but I wasn't. I was allowed to come to home for that night between Thu and Fri and I'm glad that I did come. After working 13 hours on Thursday my legs were aching so much. I took pain killer or two, but it didn't help at all and I slept maybe total 3 hours. And when the Friday morning came.. Ouchie! My legs still hurt. So I called to my teacher and said that I ain't coming. She was bit mad at me. I would have went to that camp on that second day too very gladly if my legs wouldn't have hurt.
Last Saturday, (Vincent) Valentine's Day, was bit lonely.. I was feeling very lonely. And it didn't help at all that I watched movies like Mamma Mia! and P.S. I love you. And I also saw on TV how just 18-year-old boy and girl got married and they already had a child. Love was all around me, but I didn't felt myself to be loved. Unfortunately I also thought what me and J would have done on that day if we'd be still together. That was so big mistake.
There's times when I miss J. I just can't stop thinking him. And that has come to my dreams too. Almost every night during last few nights, I've seen dreams where we are still together. I don't like those dreams at all. I wish that I could just stop dreaming.
Like I mentioned in one of my earlier post I've read Twilight. Well, I've now read New Moon and Eclipse too and I don't like Edward that much anymore. I'm more into Jacob now. Part of me hoped during Eclipse that Bella would choose Jacob even I knew that she won't do that. And I also cried alot during third book because of that fact. And I gotta say that if Jacob'd be real person, I'd haunt him down and make him to be my man. <3____<3
But I think that it's time for me to go to bed. Gotta wake up early in the morning..