Maybe tomorrow is better day..
That's the thing I wished just before I started to sleep last night. Well, when I tried first time to fall asleep actually. My last night was quite pain to me.
I went to bed around 2am, tried to fall asleep. But I didn't fall asleep. I was just turning from side to side and.. I did that total ~2hours. Well, then I came to computer to see if anyone is online at irc, so that I could chat a while. There I spent ~½ hour and then back to bed. Trying to fall asleep. Didn't managed. But next thing I remember is that I hear my alarm clock. So it seems that I did fall asleep, but I don't know how much clock was when that happened. Was it short after I went back to bed, or much later. No one knows.
And today was lil' bit better day than yesterday. Markus, one of my new friends @ irc told me that he's coming to town and that he'd like to meet me. So we made a deal that we're gonna meet each other at bus station later. I was so lucky that I could spend time with him alone. Nobody was coming with us to spoil the feeling.
So we met each other and we had lots of fun. We went to visit few shops, went to one café where I ordered hot mint cocoa with whipped cream. It was so delicious, I could drink it lot more. And then we talked a lot. About many things. And then I got two hugs from him! ^^ I hope that I have opportunity to spend more time with him. We sure have lot to talk about.. Lot of interesting subjects.
We separated after 2,5 hours nice time together ~7pm. And my happy phase started to vanish after 9pm. Feelings from yesterday started to come back.. Should I be worried..? I don't know anymore what to do. These feelings have been haunted me since.. I don't even know since when I have had these feelings once in a while.
I went to bed around 2am, tried to fall asleep. But I didn't fall asleep. I was just turning from side to side and.. I did that total ~2hours. Well, then I came to computer to see if anyone is online at irc, so that I could chat a while. There I spent ~½ hour and then back to bed. Trying to fall asleep. Didn't managed. But next thing I remember is that I hear my alarm clock. So it seems that I did fall asleep, but I don't know how much clock was when that happened. Was it short after I went back to bed, or much later. No one knows.
And today was lil' bit better day than yesterday. Markus, one of my new friends @ irc told me that he's coming to town and that he'd like to meet me. So we made a deal that we're gonna meet each other at bus station later. I was so lucky that I could spend time with him alone. Nobody was coming with us to spoil the feeling.
So we met each other and we had lots of fun. We went to visit few shops, went to one café where I ordered hot mint cocoa with whipped cream. It was so delicious, I could drink it lot more. And then we talked a lot. About many things. And then I got two hugs from him! ^^ I hope that I have opportunity to spend more time with him. We sure have lot to talk about.. Lot of interesting subjects.
We separated after 2,5 hours nice time together ~7pm. And my happy phase started to vanish after 9pm. Feelings from yesterday started to come back.. Should I be worried..? I don't know anymore what to do. These feelings have been haunted me since.. I don't even know since when I have had these feelings once in a while.