May 14, 2005 11:34
It's our one year...
and we can't see each other. I thougt this would be a happy happy day - but alas, it is not.
This hurts so much.. and I want to do something about it, but it seems like I can't...
I want this to not hurt so much. I want to impress her. i want to prove to her that I'm good GREAT for you.. and that I want to be with you for a long, long time.
I'm going to clean up, i guess.. and try to impress her. first step - get a hair cut and shave. second - lose the piercings. third - do well in school.
I apologize for not being like Mr. Perfect (aka Mike.)
This has officially been one of the worst days.