its been awhile
so theres been for once i would say mostly good stuff going on in my life, but still a fair amount of crap as always
still cant really find happiness but yea
I'll start off with the reason why im venting and writing this blog
so anyone that has ever worked with me knows that i run my ass off when i work
i try to help people out as much as i can, never actually ask for anything, just respect
however, when it seems like people are starting to take advantage of this, and start assuming that cause im there im just going to go off and do everything, i start to get a bit agitated. Like i said, i will never have a problem helping people, but i will not be the one that will DO everything so you can do nothing
the last hour and a half i pretty much set up everythiing in the window and ran every dish
now if there are still 3 servers on, and a couple tables in the store, please tell me how it is not possible ot get a hand here or there?
keep in mind kids, ill help you as long as you help me a little bit, but when i start getting no help at all.....dont expect anything special
not getting the drinks for your tables, the ketchups youre supposed to supply, bullshiting the customer when YOU forget to ring something in
dont expect too much of anything extra to those of you who do not help me
the rest of you, are always there for me and i thank you
Now on to other things going on in my life that is not just me ranting about work necessarily
Moms finally got another job! She got a nice pay raise and gets to work from home
so technically, i dont have to work 10 shifts a week now, but i probobly still will just so i can get out of debt sooner(between 2 credit cards im looking at about 11000 dollars in debt)
because of moms new job, this will be a pretty spiffy xmas for once, me and bam both got our big presents already(2 laptops). and my mom said shes almost done shopping for me, which scares me cause i never really told her anything i wanted
but on top of her working at home, i would kinda expect her to do a bit more cleaning throughout the house......yeaaa that doesnt happen. So with both of my parents home almost litterly all day everyday...they spend maaaaaaaybe a combined hour of cleaning a day...at most
I'm at work 50+ hours a week plus school and on my only day off i spend a nice chunk of it cleaning...why cant they do just a bit of cleaning???
Speaking of me working 50+ hours a week, its starting to take its toll on my legs
Those of you who really know me, know that between my ankles and knees my legs are pretty much shot as it is, so me running around that much a week...my legs are starting to get really really sore everynight
Its been a long time since i updated so i dont htink i mentioned the status of my contour yet. or atleast what was my contour. So for those of you who dont know, i bought and payed for a ford contour and finally paid it off last year. earlier this year i bought my firebird and kept the contour also. But bam got his lisncense and i started to let him drive the contour. One morning hes going to go pick up his friend to take her to work, and he jumps in front of this mercedes and totals the front end of my contour(btw the mercedes was being driven by some 16 year old kid...born 1990....man i feel old)so yea i was trying to figure otu an easy way to fix the contour, but for what the car was worth, wasnt worth fixing so i had to junk yard it.....kyle = not happy.
We ended up having to put sassy down a couple months ago
She had a cancerous tumor that was just eating away at her mouth very rapidly and it got to a point where she really couldnt eat even though she tried so hard. so we had to put my little sassy bitch down. I always said she was too fiesty to ever die, and I was right :)
For those of you keeping track of my love life or lack there of. Yep, still single
going on a little over a year of being single. I have mixed feeligns about it.
I've been going out with big bear people more and more recently. drinking more and more recently. but atleast i have fun when i do it.
I really cant think of anything else to talk about right now
so if you have any questions or comments, feel free to ask
still cant really find happiness but yea
I'll start off with the reason why im venting and writing this blog
so anyone that has ever worked with me knows that i run my ass off when i work
i try to help people out as much as i can, never actually ask for anything, just respect
however, when it seems like people are starting to take advantage of this, and start assuming that cause im there im just going to go off and do everything, i start to get a bit agitated. Like i said, i will never have a problem helping people, but i will not be the one that will DO everything so you can do nothing
the last hour and a half i pretty much set up everythiing in the window and ran every dish
now if there are still 3 servers on, and a couple tables in the store, please tell me how it is not possible ot get a hand here or there?
keep in mind kids, ill help you as long as you help me a little bit, but when i start getting no help at all.....dont expect anything special
not getting the drinks for your tables, the ketchups youre supposed to supply, bullshiting the customer when YOU forget to ring something in
dont expect too much of anything extra to those of you who do not help me
the rest of you, are always there for me and i thank you
Now on to other things going on in my life that is not just me ranting about work necessarily
Moms finally got another job! She got a nice pay raise and gets to work from home
so technically, i dont have to work 10 shifts a week now, but i probobly still will just so i can get out of debt sooner(between 2 credit cards im looking at about 11000 dollars in debt)
because of moms new job, this will be a pretty spiffy xmas for once, me and bam both got our big presents already(2 laptops). and my mom said shes almost done shopping for me, which scares me cause i never really told her anything i wanted
but on top of her working at home, i would kinda expect her to do a bit more cleaning throughout the house......yeaaa that doesnt happen. So with both of my parents home almost litterly all day everyday...they spend maaaaaaaybe a combined hour of cleaning a day...at most
I'm at work 50+ hours a week plus school and on my only day off i spend a nice chunk of it cleaning...why cant they do just a bit of cleaning???
Speaking of me working 50+ hours a week, its starting to take its toll on my legs
Those of you who really know me, know that between my ankles and knees my legs are pretty much shot as it is, so me running around that much a week...my legs are starting to get really really sore everynight
Its been a long time since i updated so i dont htink i mentioned the status of my contour yet. or atleast what was my contour. So for those of you who dont know, i bought and payed for a ford contour and finally paid it off last year. earlier this year i bought my firebird and kept the contour also. But bam got his lisncense and i started to let him drive the contour. One morning hes going to go pick up his friend to take her to work, and he jumps in front of this mercedes and totals the front end of my contour(btw the mercedes was being driven by some 16 year old kid...born 1990....man i feel old)so yea i was trying to figure otu an easy way to fix the contour, but for what the car was worth, wasnt worth fixing so i had to junk yard it.....kyle = not happy.
We ended up having to put sassy down a couple months ago
She had a cancerous tumor that was just eating away at her mouth very rapidly and it got to a point where she really couldnt eat even though she tried so hard. so we had to put my little sassy bitch down. I always said she was too fiesty to ever die, and I was right :)
For those of you keeping track of my love life or lack there of. Yep, still single
going on a little over a year of being single. I have mixed feeligns about it.
I've been going out with big bear people more and more recently. drinking more and more recently. but atleast i have fun when i do it.
I really cant think of anything else to talk about right now
so if you have any questions or comments, feel free to ask