So kyle let himself get into a slight depression yet again.....even with the new car and all
I'm starting to get lonely again, and no signs of that to change anytime soon
Even my new car brings me slight sadness cause I now owe my credit card $8000, and i have no idea how im going to pay that off because I only make about $2000 a month and my bills are running me like $1700
I need a 2nd job but I don't know where or what I can do, technically i can pretty much work anywhere with my skills but with all my bills I really need to make a decent amount per hour that I work and it really can only be day shifts cause i work 6 nights a week now
Everytime I start getting a good ruitine of going to the gym, I either get sick or injured(I've been sick or had a busted ankle 5 out of the last 6 weeks). I think to myself that work out for a bit get a decent body, maybe the lonelyness will change a bit since most people like my sense of humor....ill finally have a couple things going for me. blahness
I really just hate when I don't really see a bright side in much of what is going on in my life
Anyways I have to go in for my shower and get ready for work
heres pictures of my new toy