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god please tell me im not being a fool and will be fooled again
i just dont know if i could take another shot
what have i done that is so bad that fate yields me this torturous pain
has the pain ive caused really equal the paina and anger that i feel?
i feel like i do a good job....dont i?
i feel i dont make that many huge mistakes for a "beginner"....do i?
what have i done that is so wrong that can mean betrayal?
not even an admitance or a sorry towards it but getting caught and an attempt at an explanation..should i believe?
so many questions are going through myhead right now
why?
i probobly wont go into any more depth about this or even say what this is about
but i just needed to get this all out of me
i just dont know if i could take another shot
what have i done that is so bad that fate yields me this torturous pain
has the pain ive caused really equal the paina and anger that i feel?
i feel like i do a good job....dont i?
i feel i dont make that many huge mistakes for a "beginner"....do i?
what have i done that is so wrong that can mean betrayal?
not even an admitance or a sorry towards it but getting caught and an attempt at an explanation..should i believe?
so many questions are going through myhead right now
why?
i probobly wont go into any more depth about this or even say what this is about
but i just needed to get this all out of me