thoughts at the momento
I hate it when ya don't talk to someone anymore.
Makes ya feel like they are dead but not...
My stomach gets that pit feeling whenever I hear something about their life.
Almost as if you become invisible and your are screaming and screaming for them to hear you but they don't, and never will.
Felt this way with Aaron before. It only happens because I am around the person for so long that they are a piece of the puzzle of present time.
It takes time to make the feeling stop and actually it is easier to get over the feeling when you hang out with the person after a while. You realize why you do not talk in the first place. At least in my case it works out that way.
Life also seems boring now. Been wondering how I entertained myself before. Guess I was being spoiled and honestly it seems that way. If I had to pay back guys in my past I could not even conceive the figures, especially from the last guy. But here ya go, twenty bucks.
P.S.
Never dating someone near me again. Makes it too much of a problem.
Maybe I am just not cut out for guys anyway.
I need sleep
TTYguysL
Makes ya feel like they are dead but not...
My stomach gets that pit feeling whenever I hear something about their life.
Almost as if you become invisible and your are screaming and screaming for them to hear you but they don't, and never will.
Felt this way with Aaron before. It only happens because I am around the person for so long that they are a piece of the puzzle of present time.
It takes time to make the feeling stop and actually it is easier to get over the feeling when you hang out with the person after a while. You realize why you do not talk in the first place. At least in my case it works out that way.
Life also seems boring now. Been wondering how I entertained myself before. Guess I was being spoiled and honestly it seems that way. If I had to pay back guys in my past I could not even conceive the figures, especially from the last guy. But here ya go, twenty bucks.
P.S.
Never dating someone near me again. Makes it too much of a problem.
Maybe I am just not cut out for guys anyway.
I need sleep
TTYguysL