they just leave you alone

[meowtothemaxxx]

It's all sinking in.
And I'm scared. And I'm sad.
I hate you. I hate me.
I hate the world.
I don't know why things always go the way they do.
I hate it when I feel like this.
So helpless, so picked on. Boo fucking hoo.
Why can't I just tuff it up?
I need to stop thinking the world is out to get me.
Everyone has it worse than me.
I have things so good and I take them for granted.
Still, I can't help but want it to be better.
I feel awful.
I need someone to comfort me.
I want reassurance.
I want to feel needed. I want to feel like someone cares.
I want it all. I want the world. I want to be happy.
But don't worry, I want you to be happy too.
Do what you need to do and don't worry about me
I'll be fine.
I am fine.

Nothing really matters anyway, right?
You're going to die. The sooner, the better.

P.S. I look hot with snot running down my face.
You should come over and see.