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being at home is so boring.
my ankle still hurts.
and i have to lye on the couch for a week
sorry. felt like doing a bit of complaining.
*A few hours later*
So, since I can only either sit on this red chair, or lye down on my bed/couch... the only exciting thing I can do is go to the toilet, and I get extatic when I do because I have an exuse to stand up. These are my 2010 resolutions.
RESOLUTIONS TWENTY TEN YO !!
1. Be true to myself, and others: This just basically means, I'm going to be myself. And also it means that I'm not going to lye. I'm not meaning this as in "I'm secretly a 50 year old woman with 33 cats that only speaks gibberish, but just not try to be someone I'm not. Whatever I'm feeling, I express.
2. Write in Live Journal a lot.
3. Take so much photos on my new camera.
4. Not care what other people think.
5. Focus on my schoolwork, not popularity: Because in 2009, I didn't pay much attention to schoolwork or any kind of work for that matter, and things backfired.
6. Spend less time on the computer: Seriously, I used to be on the computer for 6 hours at a time and not even realize it.
TAAADAAA!!!
I needa get on to the problem with "Bob". Now he's pretending (or maybe he actually is not pretending) that he doesn't love me, and he still loves Lia (THEY BROKE UP!!!). Anyways, he called me last night but he was so indifferent to me that I actually thought he doesn't like me anymore. Now he's being really rude to me and saying that I deserve becoming a cripple, and I didn't even do anything to him. I'm trying my best not to get angry at him because he's actually the only person in the world that gets me angry like he does. I need to promise myself something, to never go out with him ever again. Sometimes, the feeling creeps back into me and I start missing him, and forgetting about all the stuff he did to me. But, I really have to forget about him. But I guess I'll forget about him quicker when he stops talking to me. And I guess thats now so, I'll forget about him soon. If I'm lucky, maybe in a month. Or even better, before the 23rd of Febuary, because thats the day we became an item. I'm planning to dye my hair back to its natural colour soon, when my ankle gets better. So yeah.
I better go now, I'll come back on tonight. Toodles everyone!!
Meow Meoww xxxx