That's nice.
I think it's nice when people I care about can be happy. Sometimes it doesn't even matter what you are feeling as long as you can sit back and watch your friends be happy and interact like human beings it makes everything okay for a while. Sort of like TV, only better because you know these people and you know that they are really happy, not actors.
I have been a real asshole lately to most people (most besides officers) associated with rugby. I am sorry for this because I am taking my unhappiness out on them. It makes me sad that I don't love rugby as much as I used to. I am hoping having the summer to myself and having next semester to just play will really help change my outlook on the whole thing cause right now it's pretty shit. People are supposed to be nominating who they want to be the officers for next semester and only one person has turned theirs in so far. I am not getting too wound up about it because there is still one week left, but so far I am the only person nominated for president. I don't know what's going to happen when no one runs for president because I feel like it may happen and I absolutely will not do it unless they pay me. Seriously.
This past weekend was pretty awesome. Thursday night I had dinner and beer with Diddy at Black Bear. It was nice to just talk to her even if we did talk about rugby a lot. She's a funny person. Very surprised when I told her I didn't go to VT and that I am not running for president. Sorry, Did, I just don't care. After that I walked up to the Blue Moose to visit Grace whilst she worked and drink free beers in return for helping her clean at close. It was pretty awesome. Abigail and I experimented with adding flavored syrup to different beers. I love being a scientist. After the closing was done we walked to Joel's party. There were hardly any people there, but lots of people I hadn't seen in a while. I was feeling weird though. The most fun was totally messing with this guy the entire time. I had him so confused. Poor kid. The party didn't last long.
Friday was awesome because NO SCHOOL! I slept for most of the day and that evening I went to Nina's. Lots of girls I hadn't seen were there and it was fantastic! We drank beer and ate pizza from New Day. Pretty good. After that we went to 123 because it was prom or some nonsense. I ended up dancing...A LOT. It was quite hilarious. I am glad that I did it, though. I had a ton of fun and got to hang out with fantastic people that I hadn't seen in a long time. ]Tons of fun.
Saturday was a no drinking day. Two days in a row is two too many. Hung around at the W and the hotel seeing kids I hadn't seen in a while. Abigail and I discussed creepers with Derek and what it takes to be considered a creeper, etc. Very hilarious conversation.
Sunday was family day. Saw my grandparents, which was nice because I hadn't seen them in 2 months. I also took an after-dinner nap which is easily the best variety of nap.
This week has been weird so far. Things keep happening and I just keep not reacting to them. It's very strange. I guess I feel indecisive about a lot of it, though. I can recall two times this week I've had to make "big" decisions and I didn't vote on one cause I didn't care, and I had to force myself to vote on the other because I was the deciding factor. I was the deciding factor in the first as well, but I got away with not voting because it was in a classroom setting and teachers usually don't pay attention or just don't care....or are crazy and Italian. :)
I have been a real asshole lately to most people (most besides officers) associated with rugby. I am sorry for this because I am taking my unhappiness out on them. It makes me sad that I don't love rugby as much as I used to. I am hoping having the summer to myself and having next semester to just play will really help change my outlook on the whole thing cause right now it's pretty shit. People are supposed to be nominating who they want to be the officers for next semester and only one person has turned theirs in so far. I am not getting too wound up about it because there is still one week left, but so far I am the only person nominated for president. I don't know what's going to happen when no one runs for president because I feel like it may happen and I absolutely will not do it unless they pay me. Seriously.
This past weekend was pretty awesome. Thursday night I had dinner and beer with Diddy at Black Bear. It was nice to just talk to her even if we did talk about rugby a lot. She's a funny person. Very surprised when I told her I didn't go to VT and that I am not running for president. Sorry, Did, I just don't care. After that I walked up to the Blue Moose to visit Grace whilst she worked and drink free beers in return for helping her clean at close. It was pretty awesome. Abigail and I experimented with adding flavored syrup to different beers. I love being a scientist. After the closing was done we walked to Joel's party. There were hardly any people there, but lots of people I hadn't seen in a while. I was feeling weird though. The most fun was totally messing with this guy the entire time. I had him so confused. Poor kid. The party didn't last long.
Friday was awesome because NO SCHOOL! I slept for most of the day and that evening I went to Nina's. Lots of girls I hadn't seen were there and it was fantastic! We drank beer and ate pizza from New Day. Pretty good. After that we went to 123 because it was prom or some nonsense. I ended up dancing...A LOT. It was quite hilarious. I am glad that I did it, though. I had a ton of fun and got to hang out with fantastic people that I hadn't seen in a long time. ]Tons of fun.
Saturday was a no drinking day. Two days in a row is two too many. Hung around at the W and the hotel seeing kids I hadn't seen in a while. Abigail and I discussed creepers with Derek and what it takes to be considered a creeper, etc. Very hilarious conversation.
Sunday was family day. Saw my grandparents, which was nice because I hadn't seen them in 2 months. I also took an after-dinner nap which is easily the best variety of nap.
This week has been weird so far. Things keep happening and I just keep not reacting to them. It's very strange. I guess I feel indecisive about a lot of it, though. I can recall two times this week I've had to make "big" decisions and I didn't vote on one cause I didn't care, and I had to force myself to vote on the other because I was the deciding factor. I was the deciding factor in the first as well, but I got away with not voting because it was in a classroom setting and teachers usually don't pay attention or just don't care....or are crazy and Italian. :)