time to think...or go crazy

[meowmixfever]

time has done us justice or so i think. we have been apart for over 6 months, a stark comparison to being conjoined at the hip for a year and a half. what have you thought about? all i notice is that last week you dog me out for not being a considerate friend only to find that tonight you call me and tell me that a visit is not called for; since you don't know how to be my friend. what the fuck am i to think? mixed messages? yes. this is the catalyst for my slipping away...

i'm going to leave you alone to heal. clearly that is what you are asking for. but i doubt my decision...can you see why?