The words just wont come out right...
I miss you. I can't verbally say it to you, but I do. I miss you, and I want to be with you again. Only, I want to be happy. I wasn't happy the past few months of the relationship... We both really distanced ourselves from one another, and for me doing so, I'm really sorry. I really am. I can't tell you how sorry I am.. Nor can I really show you... But I need you to understand.
I'm not sure if I could ever be with you again... but I want to be. I'm not sure if we could ever be as happy as we once were but I'd like to try. I'd like to figure things out, and figure out how to be happy again.... together.
I miss you. I miss being with you. I miss the way we were so inseperable. I miss the way that people envied us for the relationship that we had. I miss how you used to pull me to you and kiss me. I miss how we used to always be touching.... Holding hands, rubbing eachother's back, having our arms around one another... I miss the way you used to look at me. I miss the sweetness in your eyes. I miss how we never argued with each other, or never got mad at one another. I miss the way we didn't really have to talk... because just the fact of being there with each other made up for it. I miss going to dinner. I miss telling your mom hey when she would call you while we were spending time together. I miss the bus rides to away games, getting to talk to you the whole time. I miss the way you would play with my hair. I miss laying with you. I miss watching movies together. I miss the way things were.
I miss you.
I hate the fact that we may never go back to being that way again... I hate it.
I hate myself for screwing things with you up.
I hate myself for losing you.
I just want you to call me yours again.... and mean it.
I just want you to hold me in your arms, and not let me go.
I just want you to kiss me, and for the world to all stand still.
I just want nothing in the world to matter except each other, like it used to.
I just want you to love me like you used to.
I just want to be with you.
I'm not sure if I could ever be with you again... but I want to be. I'm not sure if we could ever be as happy as we once were but I'd like to try. I'd like to figure things out, and figure out how to be happy again.... together.
I miss you. I miss being with you. I miss the way we were so inseperable. I miss the way that people envied us for the relationship that we had. I miss how you used to pull me to you and kiss me. I miss how we used to always be touching.... Holding hands, rubbing eachother's back, having our arms around one another... I miss the way you used to look at me. I miss the sweetness in your eyes. I miss how we never argued with each other, or never got mad at one another. I miss the way we didn't really have to talk... because just the fact of being there with each other made up for it. I miss going to dinner. I miss telling your mom hey when she would call you while we were spending time together. I miss the bus rides to away games, getting to talk to you the whole time. I miss the way you would play with my hair. I miss laying with you. I miss watching movies together. I miss the way things were.
I miss you.
I hate the fact that we may never go back to being that way again... I hate it.
I hate myself for screwing things with you up.
I hate myself for losing you.
I just want you to call me yours again.... and mean it.
I just want you to hold me in your arms, and not let me go.
I just want you to kiss me, and for the world to all stand still.
I just want nothing in the world to matter except each other, like it used to.
I just want you to love me like you used to.
I just want to be with you.