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I thought that these feelings had dissapeared. Then school started, they just kindof....reappeared, but not really. I get butterflies when I see him, his picture or even talk to him. He seems to be talking to me more, but it's probably just my imagination. I thought I was done, hopefully, the feelings will dissappear again. I'm getting tired of getting rejected and getting feelings for guys. Sometimes I wish that my feelings could dissappear((for guys at least)) I need to stop paying attention. I fail....at life. It's not making me sad, but its annoying me A LOT...why did school have to start? I was perfectly fine over summer, it's the voice and the face. NO, SHUT UP! I wanna scream, I want an out.
In other news, I went to busch today, it was fun. I liked it, the kids are all good, which is a surprise. Seeing as theres always that ONE bad kid or that ONE kid who thinks he knows it all....oh wait, I changed my mind, theres daniel. Damn and I thought we did good this time. One of them goes to our school and hes in the academy, I was surprised lol. I liked hanging out with my Beka again...it felt nice going back after like 3 months.
I'll be 17 in 2 months...thats 1 year closer to being a legal adult. Wow, I'm old...
In other news, I went to busch today, it was fun. I liked it, the kids are all good, which is a surprise. Seeing as theres always that ONE bad kid or that ONE kid who thinks he knows it all....oh wait, I changed my mind, theres daniel. Damn and I thought we did good this time. One of them goes to our school and hes in the academy, I was surprised lol. I liked hanging out with my Beka again...it felt nice going back after like 3 months.
I'll be 17 in 2 months...thats 1 year closer to being a legal adult. Wow, I'm old...