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So, today I did something possibly stupid. I signed up for a 6 month contract at the gym. About 50 bucks per month. Head, meet desk. I really want to get in better shape, because I feel like a dead weight and I don't have the energy to do anything at all. But. Still. So expensive. I told dad, and he is not happy about it, even though he didn't say anything other than that he'd help me pay. I feel all panicky inside. And the sales lady was like sales people are, very to the point and "here is the contract, sign here!" And. Me and N-chan barely had time to think.
But. I can't decide if I made a good choice or a bad one. I really really need the exercise. I mean, 80 year olds run past me on their bikes, honestly. And I feel so tired all the time... just blurgh. And. I know that I won't exercise unless I have to, because I have no dicipline at all. And N-chan is the same, she even tried to get out of our first spinning class tomorrow, 5 minutes after we decided to go. Just. I think both of us need this kick in the arse to actually do something.
So. It was a good thing? But not. But kind of good? Semi-good? At least not completely worthless and money wasting?
D:!