tounge piercings is stupid.. j/k
Today’s pretty damned good. I’m gonna be on my rag soon, I know it. I swear I feel like I’m being a bitch to everyone, and I’m actually wondering why everyone is putting up with my shit. Hm? Well my tongue is pierced now, and let me tell you… it hurts. It hurt 5x worse than getting my brow done, and my tongue was so swollen that the over-sized barbell (Yu know how everyone says, the barbells too big in the beginning?) Well, it was so swollen it felt like the whole thing would pop into my tongue, cuz it was squeezing it. It was so sore I couldn’t even chew the Campbell’s Chicken noodle soup noodles. Its sore today though.
So goin’ on nearly 1 day of no smoking. I feel so proud of myself. Last time I smoked was at lunch yesterday, and after this period and next it’ll be lunch. 100% no smoking cause of my tongue. I quit. I feel so great. I made a pack with Rosie I wouldn’t smoke for ATLEAST 2 weeks, and why continue after that?
James got all-weird when he saw my tongue, I think he liked it cause after that he’s all, “Hey... we should hang out together more…” yeah. Just 10 mins ago he came up behind me and hugged me, and kissed me 3 times I think. I feel bad cause I kissed him back on the cheek, and this weird lip gloss stuff was on my lips, and my lips like stuck to him, all sticky like. Pretty nasty in my opinon, I wouldn’t like if that happened to me.
Bored. I wanna smoke. Bla. Maybe one puff, but THE TONGUE! Bla. After school, maybe a few puffs, but that’s it. Just for a reward. Yeah… cuz best time of the whole day is after school when I can hang out with those cool people and smoke. Also, I’m moving to Montana soon, and there’s plenty of time to stop then… No smoker buddies. :’(. $!3rR4H Damn… I think I might reward myself. Hope Rose understands…
So goin’ on nearly 1 day of no smoking. I feel so proud of myself. Last time I smoked was at lunch yesterday, and after this period and next it’ll be lunch. 100% no smoking cause of my tongue. I quit. I feel so great. I made a pack with Rosie I wouldn’t smoke for ATLEAST 2 weeks, and why continue after that?
James got all-weird when he saw my tongue, I think he liked it cause after that he’s all, “Hey... we should hang out together more…” yeah. Just 10 mins ago he came up behind me and hugged me, and kissed me 3 times I think. I feel bad cause I kissed him back on the cheek, and this weird lip gloss stuff was on my lips, and my lips like stuck to him, all sticky like. Pretty nasty in my opinon, I wouldn’t like if that happened to me.
Bored. I wanna smoke. Bla. Maybe one puff, but THE TONGUE! Bla. After school, maybe a few puffs, but that’s it. Just for a reward. Yeah… cuz best time of the whole day is after school when I can hang out with those cool people and smoke. Also, I’m moving to Montana soon, and there’s plenty of time to stop then… No smoker buddies. :’(. $!3rR4H Damn… I think I might reward myself. Hope Rose understands…