Nov 23, 2004 10:53
Dear journl,
Today basically sucked! There we few goodparts, and I’m just happy to have the day over half way over with. I would swear, nearly everyone was out to get me. I looked like shit too, I might add. There isn’t much to say except on Thursday, it’s Thankgiving. I better go and rent some more books cause I’m gonna be bored off my ass when I’m over at Alans moms house.
There isn’t anything else to write except things aren’t doin too good with Cindy and Tyler. That’s all I can say on that situation, for that’s all that’s needed. Christina seems to be acting killer lazy as hell, she ALWAYS asks me to open up ‘our’ locker, and it’s like, Go open it yor self! And she ALWAYS says, “But I don’t know the combo…” And I sit there thinking, “than how the hell do your books get in there, cause I’ve seen you open it up and stick them in there.” I feel like a slave sometimes…
Last night was horrid. I got home after school at exactly 4:20 (Hahaha.) and I noticed the house was a complete MESS! I mean clean dishes packed in the dishwasher, dirty ones with ketchup and BBQ sauce all over, paint on the floor, papers everywhere, fridge open, my paintbrushes ruined, paints sitting out, in their jars drying w/ the brushes in them, trash everywere, just EVERYTHING! And that was just the kitchen and dining room. Along with me cleaning all of that up, and taking out the trash, AND cleaning the living room, (Like cleaning up toys, folding blankets, entertaining the kids…) it was about an hour non-stop of cleaning…cause it was tonyas 2 week anniversary of no drinking. Sure enough, I find a half empty vodka bottle behind the chips and by the paper towels. I took it and hid it. I don’t want her drinking, and that dumb bitch would never know who took it.
After that, she woke up and said thanks for doing all that cause she had been sleeping. I said thanks, and she said we could go to all you can eat Chinese buffet for another thankyou. We needed paul home to watch the kids. He came home, I told him what I found, he knew, wanted to leave, and I went to ask tonya if we were still gonna go. She said no, and me & Paul left, had an awesome time, ate really good tofu, and then came home, to find Tonya had indeed left to go and eat… like she said she wouldn’t. she got all mad at me, didn’t even tell Alan (My mean step-dad) that I broke my ass to clean the house, and it was like she didn’t even care. She was all,” I started cleaning and noticed!” that drunk fuck. I was like, “How could you of not noticed???” and she screamed and ran away form me calling me a bitch. The very very least she could do after giving me a gay thanks, and also lieing to me, was to atleast tell alan so I could get kudos, but NO!!. enough said. -sierrah.