Everything's so wrong
I think that God's trying to tell me something. Now don't get all up in arms. I'm serious. God is talking to me. Now most people think that God talks to them in dreams, in the way they feel, blah blah blah, I'm not that spiritual. No, God talks to me in actions. God is telling me that I wasn't supposed to get up today. That i'm not supposed to be at work and that i'm not supposed to be what i'm doing. Maybe God thinks I should be dead, because he's been trying to kill me all day. Why do I think such things, well, let me let you into a bit of insight into my life. I live with my wonderful boyfriend who I love, adore and RP with regularly. Last night we were up late, later than we should have been, but that's not the point. When we finally got to sleep, we didn't wake up. He was nearly a half hour late for work, and he's in training, or at least I thought he was going to be late..Fortunatly he wasn't. I was. Ironic considering that he has to be at work an hour before I do. Well, on my way to work, I take the bus, I get off right across the street from a mexican bakery...mmmmmm impanadas. Morning breakfast of the best kind. So, as i'm walking across the street, in the CROSSWALK no less, this jackass comes racing around the corner to make a right hand turn, not looking at ANYONE in the crosswalk. I jump back and miss getting hit by a damn rice rocket by like the skin of my damn teeth! Fine, brush it off, some people are retarded and don't understand what a Pedistrian is. So, get on my bus to go to work, and it's a new driver, a stupid new driver at that. This woman was SO blind that she couldn't see two feet infront of her nose. Nearly 4 times she narrowly sideswiped another car while attempting to merge into traffic, Now, once, maybe twice I could excuse it, but Four!? Four times she nearly wrecked the bus and killed me, because it was on my side of the bus! Pah, anyhow, yeah, nearly gets into four different accidents and she speaks, like Martin Lawerence, the comedian. Yeah, this woman's freekin' nutz. Kinda makes you wonder why she was given her damned drivers licence. Then of course, there's her incompetency level other than her incompetence in her inablity to drive. More so, public transportation adheres to the walking impared. Which I think they damn well should, and to load a wheelchair onto and off of the bus, they have these odd lift things that you know, stretch out, lift up onto the bus, not really all that imporant. There's a part of the bus where she seat fold onto one another so that there is space for a wheelchair. Now, in order to properly secure the wheelchair for the wheelchair's occupant, there are buckles and hooks that attach to the wheelchair at both the front and the back of the chair, and they are required to be in place before the bus can move. Assuring public saftey, of course. Well most Bus drivers are smart enough, even if they're new, to figure out how to attach these bucks and hooks and do so in a matter of moment. it took this woman TEN MINUTES to figure it out, and there was another passenger HELPING her. I wanted to scream. I really did I wanted to slap her hand like a stupid child and point to her corner so she could get out of the way and let someone else handle it. I could have done it faster than her and I never pay attention! on top of that, i'm sure I could have driven the bus better than her as well, And I don't have my damn lisence. These busses run on like every 10 minutes intervals or so, We go passed by another bus!!! That's how late and stupid this woman was. So, I finally get to the stop that I get off on to walk, the three minute walk to work. There is ONE street that I cross, One small out of the way street, that doesn't lead to much, I nearly got hit by some self important asshole driving a BMW and too busy talking on his damn cell phone, which i wanted to shove up his ass, to realize that someone it walking across the street. He came two inches from hitting me, what did I do? I slammed on the hood of his car (And no i'm not from new york, though I have my moments) and I screamed at him "Do you fucking know what a Pah Fucking Destrian is!? Asshole!" And kept going on my merry little way to work. Fun, I know ^.^ So, I think god is talking to me. God wants me to agrivate my brain so much with these incredibly incompetent people so much so that my brain explodes, or wants me to die..God is telling me that he wants me dead. Or so agrivated with my life that I have a mental break down and don't get out of bed for a week. Thoughs maybe? I could use them. I feel like I have one of those anger veins bulging in my forehead, pulsing at everyone, like "Get the hell away from me or i'm going to eat your face." like the lycan do in underworld! *Laughs* Alright, i'm done, that's it, i've checked out for the day. Done