Dec 05, 2005 21:59
Nice nights walking alone as I watch the snow fall down all around me. In my hair, in my face, in my eyelashes. How beautiful. Seems like everyone is talking about how lovely the snow is.
Maybe I'm finally starting to see.
I kind of just stood for a bit in silence and watched the smoke make its shadow and disappear. It's something I only wanted to enjoy alone. It's absolutely nuts, but I enjoyed every minute of it. It wasn't even that cold, and that's the best part. No wind to interfere with the path of those fat little flakes. Let them go where they wish. It was a really pleasant time, I must say. I shouldn't make a habit of such things, such unhealthy things, and I fear I am. Going home should end that. The only thing I would change would be getting all my work done in advance instead of in a few minutes. In any case, tonight was what I needed - that quiet walk alone.
Maybe I'm finally starting to see.