May 31, 2005 19:18
Sunday night was so fucking awesome. I can't remember when I had a better time other than Avalon. I met this really nice girl Stephanie and we're going to hang out a lot. We're very similar which was also nice. I really had so much fun; maybe TOO much fun, if such a thing exists. The rooftop lounge was really chill. I was laying on a bench and looking at the sky. It was fairly warm too, which made it all the more better. I can't wait to do it again, but not in less than a month. I'll need about a month to recuperate, maybe more.
School is on it's way to the end. Thank heaven so much, I need out. And you know what? I'll be proud to say that I stuck it through and graduated and didn't fail out and get a GED instead. I sucked it up and let it go and did what I needed to do. It makes me all the more strong in the end, to know that I have the capability of pushing myself further than I ever thought I could go. And that's what it's all about.
My thoughts have been running rampant lately, both good and bad. I'd like to give a shout-out to my girl Caresse (what up, Caresse?? YOU MAH HOMIE GIRL! I LOVE YOU! KEEPIN' IT REAL!) for listening to all my psycho-babble last night and giving me wonderful advice, though I didn't understand half of it, hahah. She knows I appreciate her, or at least I hope she does. In any case, I can only hope that things will improve as time goes on. I mean, unless they don't improve and revert back to how they originally were, which will be fine if my feelings do as such as well. But I suppose we shall see what happens in a few days. Who knows, who knows.
Because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it.