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Life fucking sucks but it is also going a lot better. Trying to forget about life is really working, starting to chill me out. For my own good... a list of stuff that is good and stuff that is bothering me.
Good:
No fighting with my mom and dad
No fighting with Patrick
Starting to realize I have good, caring friends
iTunes kicks ass!
Smoking Pot...
Bad:
JAMIE is a fucking bitch...makes me want to shoot myself..she would probably laugh... I hope god will forgive how much of a bitch she is to everyone, probably not. Don't think she realizes how many people in this building hate her. Ha, even my parents think she is a bitch. I hope one day she gets what she gives. I bet her mom thinks of her like one of the dogs, she must have sucked at training though and her mom gave up cuz she has NO MANNERS. None what so ever.
On the way up north, Dad and I had a heart to heart talk. He told me that grandma is actually doing a lot worse then he told us all. She will probably have to go on Dialysis and get some limbs amputated because they are so infected. It really kills me to have her in so much pain, sure she can get on my nerves some times, not as much as jamie lol, but I love her to death and it kills me to think that she will probably be dying soon.
Good:
No fighting with my mom and dad
No fighting with Patrick
Starting to realize I have good, caring friends
iTunes kicks ass!
Smoking Pot...
Bad:
JAMIE is a fucking bitch...makes me want to shoot myself..she would probably laugh... I hope god will forgive how much of a bitch she is to everyone, probably not. Don't think she realizes how many people in this building hate her. Ha, even my parents think she is a bitch. I hope one day she gets what she gives. I bet her mom thinks of her like one of the dogs, she must have sucked at training though and her mom gave up cuz she has NO MANNERS. None what so ever.
On the way up north, Dad and I had a heart to heart talk. He told me that grandma is actually doing a lot worse then he told us all. She will probably have to go on Dialysis and get some limbs amputated because they are so infected. It really kills me to have her in so much pain, sure she can get on my nerves some times, not as much as jamie lol, but I love her to death and it kills me to think that she will probably be dying soon.