This Is It
"So there goes my life passing by with every exit sign. It's been so long sometimes I wonder how I will stay strong. No sleep tonight I'll keep on driving these dark highway lines." - "Hello, I'm in Deleware" by City and Colour
Tomorrow we leave for TN. It's going to be the absolute biggest decision I have made. The simple things are making this extremely hard for me, and I find myself breaking down into tears because of the simple, mudane things I once took advantage of such as the sound of the trains, spontaneous ghost hunting trips, and seeing the Emerald City as I race around 495.
So far, I have managed to stay strong in front of my family. It's best they don't know I am breaking inside, but I want to cry when I am around them. I just refuse to do it, because they need to know that this is my choice... my educated and well-thought out choice.
Today I went to see Ms. Betsy, the well-known psychic in MD, at Landsdowne with Roxi. We discovered that Ms. Betsy passed away a little over a year ago and has been replaced with Ms. Betty. No, I am not making that up. Ms. Betty was much more accurate with her reading and gave me quite a bit of confidence (not like I didn't already).
Wish me luck and a promise to keep in touch. I'll post when I get down there.
"But I will see you again I will see you again a long time from now."
Tomorrow we leave for TN. It's going to be the absolute biggest decision I have made. The simple things are making this extremely hard for me, and I find myself breaking down into tears because of the simple, mudane things I once took advantage of such as the sound of the trains, spontaneous ghost hunting trips, and seeing the Emerald City as I race around 495.
So far, I have managed to stay strong in front of my family. It's best they don't know I am breaking inside, but I want to cry when I am around them. I just refuse to do it, because they need to know that this is my choice... my educated and well-thought out choice.
Today I went to see Ms. Betsy, the well-known psychic in MD, at Landsdowne with Roxi. We discovered that Ms. Betsy passed away a little over a year ago and has been replaced with Ms. Betty. No, I am not making that up. Ms. Betty was much more accurate with her reading and gave me quite a bit of confidence (not like I didn't already).
Wish me luck and a promise to keep in touch. I'll post when I get down there.
"But I will see you again I will see you again a long time from now."