tonight

[mentalscrew]

went out for a quick dinner after my Illustration class with this woman Katherine that i had been talking to pretty much all quarter. She seems sort of odd, nice enough but odd never the less in a way. Halfway through the conversation i realized that people with really deep tans completely freak me out the way their skin gets the leathery look and

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[mentalscrew]

i went by a few reasons when i cleaned my list a few weeks ago.. i trimmed about 75 people off of my list based on how often their was mutual comments, common interests, how well i related to their journal or if we had spoken previously on IM programs.

I tried chatting with you once on AIM i believe and you were rather rude to me. I had just added you a few days previously but never had the opportunity to chat. When i noticed you on my window i asked who you were because the association had not hit..

Maybe this will refresh your memory:

Session Start (AIM - ZombieInferno:unrational x): Fri May 31 00:15:19 2002
[00:15] ZombieInferno: okay i added this name recently but damn if i can remember who it is now.. *grumble*
[00:15] unrational x: great.
[00:15] *** Auto-response sent to unrational x: i am exhausted.. leave a message at the beep..
[00:16] ZombieInferno: oopsie.. away message.
[00:16] unrational x: no shit.
[00:16] ZombieInferno: just great, eh..
[00:16] ZombieInferno: oh cmon give me a hint.. i know it was someone off of LJ..
[00:16] ZombieInferno: but i am still at a loss.
[00:16] unrational x: i love being forgotten.
[00:16] ZombieInferno: <<-- no short term memory..
[00:17] ZombieInferno: um, we didn't actually talk though.. i jsut added you but never actually got to speak to you sinc eyou were gone i beleive by the time i did that.
[00:18] unrational x: well, you can research yourself who i am because i'm tired of being imed with shit like "i can't remember who you are..".
[00:18] unrational x: so if it's that important to you - research it. if not take me off your list and leave me alone.
[00:19] ZombieInferno: oh, damn jen, sorry.. btw this was mentalscrew sorry.. realize now it is mind_relapse.. my bust, i wont bother you anymore dear..
[00:20] unrational x: right.
[00:21] ZombieInferno: *frown* okay then.. sorry.. bye, hope the mood improves later hon.. bye
[00:21] unrational x: improves? my mood is fine. i have zero tolerance for being forgotten, sorry.
[00:21] unrational x: i'll try to enjoy being forgotten more.
[00:24] ZombieInferno: oh please girl.. i added you right away when you last mentioned it to me, but that was days ago now.. not a matter of being forgotten, but simply a case of trying to associate the unique handle to a distinct face or person since i never managed to talk to as i wanted. it is nothing to take personal, anymore than i would take you not recognizing ZombieInferno if i had not used the name elsewhere.. if your handle matched to the one on LJ i would have remembered quite distinctly since of the various dialogues this week. i rather empathize your post to be honest..
[00:24] *** Auto-response from unrational x:
Life without pain isn't real;
How do I know?
Because its the truth;
and the truth hurts.
[00:24] ZombieInferno: *sigh* and she is gone..
Session Close (unrational x): Fri May 31 00:26:59 2002

Basically, every opinion that had been formed about you previously was shot in about 7 minutes, especially because i was being more than nice to you and you greeted me with rudeness. That would be my reasoning for dropping you.

[mind_relapse]

We have one little arguement and you delete me? Lovely. I think I must be the only person who doesn't delete someone for having an arguement with them. I must be the only person that sees argueing brings people closer together because it creates understanding. I hate to see how your real life relationships are. You must not have very many friends if you argue with them and then cut them off like you did me but hey, it doesn't matter to me anymore.