Friendship

Jan 31, 2004 16:47

Such a loosly used word I think. I mean who can honestly say they have a good friendship with someone. Is it just me or do you constantly find unnexcusable faults in every single person you meet? One after the other. Then you get the ones that are fakers. You think they are the most brilliant person in the word until you really know them. Is that just the classic phrase 'Familiarity breeds contempt' turning true or is the person really your worst nightmare?
Classic teenage thing I'm in right now. Friendship problems. And silly little pathetic ones at that. You see theres this girl called Rebekah for the time being. I met her 4 years ago and thought she was ok, even though the girl who I was becoming best friends with warned me off her completely. I didn't believe her needless to say but I had always thought there was something a little fishy about her. Anyway the bottom line is I started spending loads of time with her much to my friends objection. As I got to know her, I got to know what a horrible human being she was. Sly, bitchy, sulky and a liar are a few words that come to mind. I ended up hating her and after countless miseries I broke up with her. Eventually I made up (stupid me) and decided I should tell her everything I've been saying about her to Onia (my friend who warned me about her). She forgave me and we became closer than ever. Then about a year and a half ago I met these too really cool girls Sarah C and Sarah B who I was getting along quite well with. Rebekah got jealous so I decided to inroduce them to her. So now me, Rebekah,Sarah C and Sarah B were a gang now but then she decided to start sulking when we were out and making our lives a bit difficult. That then brought Sarah C to realise what Rebekah was really like and we began to talk about stuff. She asked Rebekah why she sulks all the time and why she says she hates her all the time and that errupted a big arguement which I had to sort out.Anyway things haven't really been the same since then but now Rebekah thinks she over heard the other two butching about her and saying that I hate her too so is going off with Cassie and Shim who were originally friends I made and again introduced to her. I spoke to her about it and shes coming up with all these crap excuses but I know that really she is doing what she always done- leeching off another person when shes realised another is completely wise to her. You may not belive me but once your hear some of the horrible things shes done to me you'll understand more. I expect I'll mention that some time too. Sorry to blab on about something so immature but I just had to get it off my chest and introduce you to some of the current affirs of my world. I hate being stuck in a pathetic little circle of freindship mind games-I just wish she could not be so conceited half the time.She used to be so nice in the beginning...

Lonelyness and Frustration
Mentalmongoosexxx

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