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[mentally_damned]

Well Drama is gay! No not the class highschool drama. She likes him but he likes her but she is in love with someone else, and no one gets their way. Seems to be the most common of the stories right now. Other then the one that goes something like, Jealously is a powerful emotion and sometimes people can't help it. But is it not supose to bother me just because they can't help it. And I know that I have some issues that I bring into current friendships from past experiences, so I try not to take it personal, but how long can a friendship last on no communication. I mean we can just ignore it then everything would just go away...but that doesn't seem to be working to well. Seems that the more I do hold in the way it makes me feel the more angry I become. And I don't wanna be angry. I just wanna say how I feel...but I am afriad that it will make her mad, and thats the last thing I want to do.

Onto a better note.

I have made a plan. I am going to try my best to wake up every morning and go to school. When I get home from school I am gonna do my homework and clean up a little bit. and sometime in the day I want to exercise and take my dog for a walk and then go roller blading. I am going to start eating 3 meals a day and i am gonan try to make them somewhat healthy. I want to be fit....in shape. Oh yeah and i always forget abotu the fact that I am gonna start swimming alot again. Well thats my good news. I am gonna start doing good in not only school but I am gonna start watching out for my health. but I will not become a health freak.

Well I am a busy persn you know. So I am leaving

K.T