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today was actually not that bad compared to other days i have had recently. i woke up in a really good mood got my cd player back so walked to the bus stop listeing to nervana. Thought nothing could ruin my mood but of coures kyle pulled it off. Got to school and thought that jenn was made at me turns out she was. Kyle told her that he thought that the only reason i still hung around her was so that i could do stuff with her. That is the dumpest thing i had ever heard. But i was able to explain it to her and i hope that she believes me. But she also got mad at me for cutting myself again, i really need to stop doing it it dosent help in the long run just for little while. But jenn came over and we got to talk allitle but stuff and im actually in a better mood now that i got to see her. And now i feel alot better then normaly. As long as kyle dosent herass me tonight i should be fine.