Apr 18, 2004 17:21
im so depressed right now it really sucks and my parents notice and keep asking me wats bothereing me and they dont understand that i dont no wat is bothering me but i no that it is big. Its pissing me off i keep trying to think of wat it could be but nothing comes to mind. Im sapposda leave soon and go drink again i just cant take it hear so im leaveing and hopefully someone will be with me i really dont want to drink alone but if it comes to that o well wow do i sound like and alcholoic or wat.