Apr 13, 2004 19:19
started the day out crappy woke up and was sapposda take a shower got up and turned off the alamrm went back to my bed streched and past out woke up again at 630. so i went to school and jenn just ramdamliy came up and hit me and i asked her in between 2nd and 3rd period if she was mad at me and yes she was when the fuck isnt she i always find a way to make her mad at me i really hate it. But i was trying to get over it. FOund out some real fuckin crappy news in gym class a freind of mine has a boy freind and she was sapposda be single and it just really sucked. so my plan was to come home and call her and see if it was true and then talk to my other freind and tell um wat was going on but of coures my plans never work out. Had to go out during lunck for a butt i was just to stressed out over something so i went out for it and went back to class like ten minutes late and my teach was like you have a pass and always my respose is wat do you think do i ever. So i slept the rest of that class untill third lunch when the teacher decided to wake me up with the radio right to my ear. that was realy lound and scared me.
After school showed a few more people my pirceing by the way im takeing it out tammarow night so its your last day to see it lol. then went to my thereopists and i was told that i have another thing wroung with me its like everytime i go he tells me that i have something eles. so far now i have add depression and ld(learning disabillity. so he also sachested to my mom that i get but on medication but she is really not into that and im not sure if she is going to let me get it i really hope she is i want to so badly get better and will do ne thing that it takes. I mean come on ive been single for like a mounth and a half now and for me that is a record and it really sucks because im always horny and there is no one to help me with it lol o well i dont care i still got good old reliable mastarbation lol.