Alone,with a picture of my life . On the outside looking in. Tried so hard to change it, but lost the person I had been. Dreams haunting me at night. Crossroads that never lead home. Fates intertwine and secrets unravel.
The farther I run The more I recall. Something inside me is seeking it all. Lightning around me. Thunder in my dreams. Looking for the hope for everything I mean. In my dreams of life and death,there is so much I forget. So deep as they go hollow and dry. I promise to keep my eyes to the sky. I want to be completed , but then something in me disappears. When I get uncovered it only leads to fear...So when the darkness falls like a curtain and the night ahead is long and uncertain. I will learn to dream beyond my loss and fears in hope of redemption.
So now I go to close my eyes at my ragged edge of silence .To find a calm that only comes with the exhaustion of the unforgiving visions that deny me dreams of new. Dreams that take me past the lonely truth and let me go beyond my skin. Walls that held me there before let me enter in.breaking me from my injured past I want to leave a life behind me and feel myself begin.