Little to say to the world thats watching

[mentality_loss]

I kind of like the idea of writing a journal. Of course, all i do is barely jot down words in a blog

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[spookster_z]

i've kinda felt like there's not much in my mind lately too. i think we're in a weird phase of life right now, the post-highschool beginning-college area. we don't really know who or what we are or what we want. in the past the lines have been pretty clear, go to school every day, for free i might add, with all our "peers", and with the goal being graduation. but with that out of the way... well we finally did it but now what's the goal? yeah we can go get degrees or whatever... so? i dunno, it is definitely weird and sometimes i feel really lost and confused and kind of "what's the point", but also i think it's probably something that comes with being this age and being in this age (time period/society). so in the meantime i just try to get through this part as well as i can -- this "part", essentially, this semester haha, and trying to get a job, and then take the next part as it comes. i think anyone who looks like they know what they're doing at this point is full of shit - either lying to themselves or lying to the people around them or both.
i also think it's near impossible to be a dumb loser fuck at age 18. maybe you're afraid you'll become one, but i also think it's impossible for someone like you to ever become one. but i know that having the confidence of someone who loves you is only reassuring to a point, and not to the point where you don't worry about it anymore.
i think we should go to Peru.

[mentality_loss]

thats a very helpful response. nothing i havent realized, but its always good to hear it. that kinda stuff needs to be said as often as possible, until ideas start replacing the place holding directionless mindsets.

Peru...im not ready for Peru, the plane ticket would be a waste because i wouldnt know what to do there. some day, though, maybe

[spookster_z]

i'm glad it was helpful!! :) i wasn't sure if it would be at all. anytime you want to talk/write about it :)

i wouldn't know what to do in Peru either hehe... we could ask my dad to be our guide, lol.