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i can see how this could fold in on itself and basically be the 'same old' because of my paranoia or insanity. But, this is about overcoming those things and bettering myself and NOT being insane for no reason.
Why is it that i feel like days and days have gone by when really it's been mere hours? Where does needing constant communication and connection come from? I seriously get these anxieties that i'll be forgotten or that the time spent away from me/not thinking about me will be so amazing that our friendship/relationship will be reevaluated and discarded.
like, in a day.
wth
panic is playing in westpalm today and i am nottttt driving up there. meh. i've never been to that venue but it just seems like the worst hassle ever, so unless someone invites me to join them i have the night off. Tomorrow is fat cats though. I close, but i do not work sunday-- so i will have a good time there.
Melissa and I are supposed to go to Jungle Island (formerly parrot jungle) sunday. It was gonna be all these people and now it's just she and I, so if im a little drag assy it won't be horrible. haha
Why is it that i feel like days and days have gone by when really it's been mere hours? Where does needing constant communication and connection come from? I seriously get these anxieties that i'll be forgotten or that the time spent away from me/not thinking about me will be so amazing that our friendship/relationship will be reevaluated and discarded.
like, in a day.
wth
panic is playing in westpalm today and i am nottttt driving up there. meh. i've never been to that venue but it just seems like the worst hassle ever, so unless someone invites me to join them i have the night off. Tomorrow is fat cats though. I close, but i do not work sunday-- so i will have a good time there.
Melissa and I are supposed to go to Jungle Island (formerly parrot jungle) sunday. It was gonna be all these people and now it's just she and I, so if im a little drag assy it won't be horrible. haha