Jul 26, 2010 06:51
not sure if it was something he was going through, or something he thought he had to do or prove to himself, but eric is talking to me again via text. Yesterday morning it was eric and blair furiously texting me from seperate spaces (eric was at work). One was telling me how i'm a trooper and the other was telling me how we should make out. NOW. you decide which is which (;
Look, i dunno if this is healthy or not, but i'm happy again. I don't feel like i'm nothing or worthless- quite the opposite. I am doing my best not to be a clingy mess but also to be myself.
That makes it sound like i'm involved with them, moreso than i really am.
We shall see how this goes.