Jan 02, 2010 10:58
so new years was really good.. yet i'm still embarrassed at dancing. i really need to find a place to go out to that has music i enjoy, with laid back people sitting around with the option to dance if they so please. haha. I'm just not cool enough for da club.
This year i'm starting another 365 project on flickr.. this year will be 365 days of food. I am excited. I am hoping to upgrade my camera by february, too. That'd complete the upgrade in technology for me. This laptop is an amazing thing.. could be bad, too, once i get a case for it.. i may just bring it everywhere. Actually, that might open a portal to me writing again.. which would also be nice.
It's cold out, which always makes me thoughtful. Sitting in my room, pandora playing, windows open... natural light flooding through the blinds.. This year will hopefully be good for me. Of course, i'm way too laid back to actually WORK at it being better for me.. i suppose if it were a horrible 2009 maybe i'd have some motivation. I have to say that my life in general is fine. I'm not poor, though 'just making it' is getting a little tired. I keep to myself pretty much, but there is love around me, someone to reach out to to talk, if needed. That's always a good feeling. As for a relationship, i'm just not built for it. Of course, that's not me swearing them off, i've just given up hoping or trying. If it happens, it happens. This behaviour has bred the best relationships of my life...so seems like a good idea to me. PLUS it allows me to be lazy (:
well, here's to a year full of pictures, memories, vacations, and cheese! <3
happy new year lj