Sep 30, 2007 20:57
I want to make something, i want to create. not just something little but i want something i can show people and they will love. not sure why they're important with their opinions but i really want my parents to look upon me under a better light.
Chris is important to me and i've decided i need to be nicer. i welcome suggestions.
i feel so hyperactive but irritated all the time now and i'm afraid its time for one of my many hypomanic times.
i can't go through this again i've kept it at bay so far because i don't want chris to be exposed to it. its inevitable now.