Mar 24, 2007 22:45
seems to go during the weekdays in my life but the weekends are certainly packed well enough to make up for the stagnant infertility of my work-drenched days.
its not that i'm sick of work- by all means i actually quite enjoy it most of the time and when i'm not trapped in back booth for seven hours daily- its simply that its gotten, well, stagnant.
everything seems so stale sometimes i wonder why i was blessed with the shining star of my boyfriend.
i love Chris, everyone knows i do, but why can't i shake the feeling that i love him more than he loves me? i know its stupid to compare the levels of love, after all, how can you measure love? in time? in intensity? in passion? in all three?
I'm confused and quite a bit tired so away i go for the night.
Chris, if you read this, don't worry. We'll talk about it until we both feel perfect again ok love? There's my handsome man.