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bittersweet melancholy.
im clearing out my buddy list. i hate looking at it and see how many people i could talk to but then i realize, they probably dont give a fuck.
shit. jojos not coming because of her stupid mother. i hate her mom so much right not. argh. do you see? this is always what happens. i look forward to something and everything has to get fucked up. why? okay. this is seriously not fair. WTF. this is so fucked up. and i still wonder why i still havnt done anything bad or hostal and stil bad things keep fucking happening to me.
if alot of this keeps happening. god is dead.
wtf. i cant handle it anymore.